Adventures in Running

I came, I saw, I…attempted to conquer. Today was long and tiring, but for the most part, it was extremely rewarding. Today’s goal was to run ten miles total in three increments, so my day basically revolved around running, with a few short breaks between each run to relax and read and reenergize. It’s a pretty fantastic way to spend a day, and it just makes me that much more anxious to get to the summer when there are no papers due or exams to complete. Just two more weeks.

I finally managed to roll out of bed this morning sometime around 7:15 and hit the road for my four-miler at 7:23. I ran from campus to the Keg & Barrel, which is just about two miles from campus. As I was turning around in the desolate parking lot, I caught a glimpse of a bridge in the not-too-distant distance and decided I should go exploring, because that’s alway fun. Still running (well, perhaps more like jogging at this point), I went down a rather sketchy little back street to reach the bridge and to my surprise and happiness discovered that I had stumbled upon the portion of the Long Leaf Trace that reaches downtown Hattiesburg. I have gone on the Trace several times over the last few years, but only ever starting at the Southern Miss Trailhead, so it was interesting to suddenly stumble upon the other portion that had alluded me up until today. It was a nice, serene little jog over a bridge that offered a view of the charred ruins of Hattiesburg High, which I believe burned down before it ever opened its doors to any students. I made the little loop around the bridge, nothing more than a quarter-mile, if that. I then found another little circular exercise path hidden in a wooded area, which immediately called my name simply because of the woollike quality. It has now been almost four months since I’ve been in North Carolina and I’m beginning to have withdrawals, so, although it’s nothing like the Pisgah Forest, even this tiny little green, tree-covered area called my attention. I’m glad it did, because I made another interesting discovery: an old bike embedded in a tree. The things you find when you go exploring! Does anyone know the story behind this bike-in-the-tree?

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20150417-220849.jpg abandoned Hattiesburg High in the distance

20150417-220939.jpg probably the most interesting thing I saw today. Benefits of going off the beaten path ๐Ÿ™‚

When I got back to campus, it was 7:58. Four miles in thirty-five minutes. Not terrible. That first run of the morning was one of the best I’ve done, not in terms of time, but in terms of how I felt during and after the run. I must admit I’m usually pretty miserable as I’m kicking away the milesโ€”it’s the feeling I get after the run is through that keeps bringing me backโ€”but today I felt pretty good the entire time. There were, of course, the usual aches and burning muscles that you expect to occur, but other than that there was no discomfort that should not have been there. My stomach, which is sometimes a major problem for me, had no complaints the entire four miles, despite the fact that I did not have any breakfast, not even a banana (and I’m not the person to skip breakfast. I’m pretty much eating a good, hearty Southern breakfast every day: eggs, grits, sausage or bacon, and a deliciously unhealthy biscuit). That got me wondering about the effects of eating on running performance. I know it’s different for each individual, but I’m curious as to what some people have experienced in that regard. Generally before a morning run, I will eat a banana thirty minutes to an hour before the run, and I was worried this morning that I’d burn out too quickly because I didn’t have any fuel in my system, but that really didn’t happen.

Run #2, the first of a pair of 3-milers, was less than fantastic. I went out to the Long Leaf Trace USM trailhead and started off at 12:33. In stark contrast to the complete cloud coverage I had this morning, the sun had poked out quite strongly by the afternoon. The heat was bad, but it wasn’t awful. The worst part was that blasted Mississippi humidity. You’re sweating and uncomfortable the minute you step out the front door. Running three miles is a whole different story. I did manage to actually run the entire three miles without stopping in about 27 minutes, which is average for me, if not slightly slow. I was just glad to have finished. As my four-mile run this morning had been one of the best runs I’ve done, this little afternoon 3-miler was one of the worst I’ve ever done. Again, this is not necessarily due to my own performance, but has to do more with how I felt physically. The first mile and a half weren’t all that bad, but when I was heading back for the last stretch it became very difficult to breathe and that’s pretty much what I focused on the rest of the way. That humidity just makes easy breathing impossible, and that coupled with the fact that I often have trouble breathing properly while running anyway made for a pretty terrible mile and a half. There was then this strange and scary moment that was unlike anything I’ve experienced before. I was very close to the university and could see the trailhead, indicating that I was maybe five minutes away. The longer I kept my eyes on the trailhead, however, the distance seemed to grow somehow, and then I started having a little panic attack thinking I’d never get to the endโ€”obviously the panic did not help with my already-erratic breathing. It was far from a great run, but I do give myself credit for actually sticking it out. Never have I wanted to give up so much as during that run, but I didn’t. I have a very judgmental inner voice that is never satisfied with anything, but even that voice took a break from the criticism on this particular occasion. I hope all you other runners out there have had that experience after a bad run, because I know a lot of us can be quite hard on ourselves. While sometimes that’s necessary in order to push through the pain, sometimes it’s just useless. We are all human and we do the best we can.

When the time came for my third and final run, I was rather hesitant. After dinner, my stomach was feeling sort of upset, my legs were weary, and my bed and Netflix were calling my name. I knew how disappointed I’d be with myself if I didn’t at least try to accomplish this last run of the day, though, so at 7:00 I dutifully set out. I was pleasantly surprised by the weather. The temperature had dropped to a warmth that was not uncomfortable, and there was a fairly constant light breeze keeping things cool. The humidity, also, had gone down significantly. This final run began at 7:17 and lasted until 7:45. I ran around campus this time, starting and ending at Pride Field. There is a course that is used for pretty much every 5k held at my university, so I’ve become quite familiar with it. Tonight, however, I decided to mix things up and run the course in the reverse order. In so doing, I had to pay closer attention to where I was going and where I had been because I wasn’t quite so familiar with the course in this particular way. Having to pay closer attention obviously means that I was more alert, and being more alert allowed me to focus more on the course and less on the condition of my legs. Miraculously, although I had been feelings somewhat nauseous before starting the run, my stomach was once again perfectly fine throughout the three miles. My breathing was all right and my mentality was good. For the majority of this third and final run, I actually felt pretty good. It was a good note to end on, and now that I’m all showered and done writing, it’s high time to curl up in bed with a good movie. I’m thinking The Bostonians, simply because it features Christopher Reeve with a mustache and a Southern accent. It’s beautiful.

20150417-221045.jpg Sitting on the floor of my dorm, simultaneously drying my hair and reading a Bobby Kennedy biography. Today basically revolved around running and reading. It was fantastic, but I am so ready to snuggle up in bed now.

Thanks for reading and happy running! ๐Ÿ™‚

Crescent City Classic, Glow Run, and Other Thoughts

The Crescent City Classic
For five months, one race loomed large in my mind as something either fantastic or awful, something out of which I would come either valiant or defeated: the crescent city classic 10k. I’m aware that 6 miles really isn’t that big of a deal, but I do still consider myself somewhat of a beginner. When I signed up in November, I had yet to run 6 consecutive miles, and April seemed years away. But, suddenly, there it was. It all became real when I received my running gear from the expo a few nights before the race. It wasn’t until I was standing in the charity runners’ corral in the amazingly chilly morning air on April 4 that I realized it was actually happening. Up until that day, I had been more stressed out about raising enough money for my charity (Team Fox in support of the Michael J Fox Foundation-so, so glad to have such a fantastic organization to support) than about actually running the race. But now the fundraising was done, the gun went off, and the race began. In the first mile, a strong wind pushed against us with such force it was as though we were trying to run through a wall. Other than the wind, though, the weather was ideal. Humidity was low, there was complete cloud coverage, and for the first mile or so there was a misty rain keeping us cool and preventing us from sweating buckets in the usual New Orleans fashion.

20150410-183435.jpg Anxiously awaiting the start of the race

There were a few moments when I was not surrounded by many people, and I was not sure whether I was leading one group or tailing another. There were several moments when my brain was trying to convince me that I needed to stop, but I carried on. It’s something about being in a competition that gives me the extra drive necessary to push through the pain and, more importantly, through a mind that won’t shut up about stopping. A low and rather humorous point occurred around mile four, when suddenly a group of people dressed in full-body costumes as Easter bunnies, turtles, and peeps passed me up. At that moment, I knew I had lost.

The best part of the whole race were the spectators. It’s an incredible feeling to have the citizens of the city come out and cheer you on. Some people played music, others clapped and shouted words of encouragement, others had signs, and one particular group at mile three passed out free beer. Got to love New Orleans. Nothing beat the moment when, on approaching the finish line, I saw my best friend and her father on the sideline. All the spectators, but especially my friend and her dad, gave me that extra push I needed to cross that finish line. And that was that. After five months of off-and-on training, fundraising, excitement, and anxiety, it was done. In 54 minutes and 13 seconds, I had accomplished a dream. I was so euphoric I didn’t even realize how exhausted I was. That realization would occur later, while fighting to stay awake during our church’s Easter vigil mass…

20150410-183625.jpg my official charity runner bib, Crescent City Classic 2015 tshirt, and Team Fox hat.

Absolutely nothing compares to the elation that occurs when crossing the finish line of a race. Whether I’m more happy that it’s done or to have done it, I can’t really say. What I do know is that, by the time my mother and I were enjoying a late breakfast at the Canal Street Bistro a short while later, I was already thinking about the next distance to tackle: the half-marathon. I figure that if I can hit ten miles by the end of the summer, I should be able to swing thirteen miles by October. As soon as I got home from the Classic, I signed up for a 5k that would take place at my university the following Wednesday night.

20150410-183809.jpg At the finish line, with my good friend who was unable to run the race with me as we had intended. She’s the best!

The Glow Run
Day-Glo paint, glow sticks, and poorly-lit (not to mention poorly-paved) campus streets. Those are the things that define the Glow Run 5k. In stark contrast to Saturday’s Crescent City Classic weather, Wednesday was hot and humid. Good old Mississippi. Although I was pretty uncomfortable for the duration of the race, I did feel a little better about it than I did about the Classic, mainly because I managed to pass by quite a few people, while at the Classic I was pretty much consistently the one being passed by. By the time I crossed the finish line, I was completely drenched in sweat and felt somehow more exhausted than I did after the 10k. I ended up beating my personal record that night, completing the 3 miles in 23 minutes and 50 seconds. There is some speculation that the course was a bit short, and honestly I’m inclined to believe that; however, based on my 10k time of 54 minutes, I do think that my 5k time would be around 25 minutes, which is still better than it was for the last 5k I ran way back in November (29 minutes).

What I learned from these races this past week is that I’ve become too much of a competitor. I think it is healthy to be competitive and to have a drive to win, but I don’t think that competitiveness or that drive is healthy at all in excess. I’ve become too eager to cross the finish line at each race that I’ve lost the joy of running. I’m not going to lie, often I’m pretty miserable while running around campus, but there’s something exciting about going different places while running. I remember the first time I decided to go off-campus for a run and ended up downtown without meaning to. Granted, there’s really nothing at all in downtown Hattiesburg, but it was an adventure to get out. One of the parts of the Crescent City Classic course I was most looking forward to was the run through Jackson Square, when we would pass in front of St. Louis Cathedral. Prior to the race, I had seen some beautiful photos on the CCC Facebook page of runners going by the Cathedral, and I had intended to make a note of when I passed by. When the race actually took place, however, I was so wrapped up in my own mind that I somehow completely missed running by that icon of our historic city. I think it’s important to notice those things. Sure, physically you may not feel fantastic while running, but if it felt fantastic, everyone would be doing it. It’s hard work, but it’s completely worth it. I was fully able to enjoy myself *after* the race, indulging in that post-race glee that always seems to occur. My goal for the next race, however, is to really cherish each moment, as cheesy as that sounds. It can’t just be about the time. It can’t just be about finishing. The running itself has to be enjoyable, otherwise, where’s the fun?

The next official race I am going to run is the Crescent City Connection in June. It is a 4-mile race in the Crescent City Classic series, and it’s a bridge-run at sunset. My mental camera is ready. In the long-run (no pun intended), as I mentioned earlier, I plan to run a half-marathon in the fall. First, I would like to hit ten miles by the end of the summer. Before I can get there consecutively, though, I’m going to try ten miles in a day in increments. So, my goal for next Friday (April 17), I intend to run 4 miles in the morning, 3 miles in the afternoon, and 3 miles in the evening. I’ve never done that before, but what is college (and life in general) about if not taking chances that could either turn out to be really fantastic or really stupid?

Happy running, everyone, and I’ll write again next Friday! Hopefully after having run ten miles in a day…๐Ÿ‘Ÿ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ๐Ÿ‘Ÿ

Getting to Know Me

Hello! I have created this blog to share my adventures (or misadventures) in running and hope to give and receive inspiration from fellow runners. As a brief little introduction, my name is Hannah, I’m a 21 year old college student in Mississippi, studying English. I started running when I was 14, but only got serious about it around September or October of 2013. I’ve become slightly addicted to it, and I believe my constant need to talk about it is slightly driving everyone I know insane. So, I figured a blog dedicated to running would help, because I can rant all I want about running here and the people who read it will (hopefully) actually want to hear about it! Everybody wins. On a more serious note, though, I think posting a weekly blog will help keep myself motivated, and will perhaps even serve to motivate some other people.

I intend to post every Friday, with possibly an occasional bonus post during the week if something really important happens. Thanks so much for checking out my site, and I hope you stay with me for the journey! First legitimate post will follow very soon.

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